So I'm thinking more about GRL next year. Do I want to go...yes, but...can I really deal with it. I am not good socially and I know it. I think it would be better if I didn't. I always say and do awkward things. I just can't get it right. Later I keep thinking why, why did I do it and I can't get past the fact that I did it. Haha, maybe this put me in the bad mood.
My daughter is going to be leaving home again shortly. I think it's going to really upset my husband. I'm interested in how she will do. In a way I'm excited for her. She is going to start her life and sooooo much is ahead of her. I hope she enjoys it all.
So I'm posting a mix of pictures that makes me smile:)
I like the puppy and kitten, but I can definitely see why the others make you smile also!
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about being awkward in social situations. I never know what to say to other people, and I feel like I stand around in little groups (kind of on the side, not really participating) just to look like I belong. I'm not sure if there's a solution to this. I've been told people think I'm stuck up, but it's more that I'm just really shy and don't know what to say to people. Can you imagine all of us awkward people in one room? I wish I was outgoing like other people. Maybe I should ask them how they do it?
You went to GRL--are you an author or fan?
And thanks for following my blog as well!
Definitely smile-worthy pics. :)
ReplyDeleteSorry you're feeling down - it's my bad time of year as well and I had one day this week where everything was hopeless and useless. The lowness starts to grind on you after a while, doesn't it? Very frustrating.
Can I let you in on a secret - I spent more than one bout of time in hotel room crying during GRL because of my social anxiety. Even after I'd met a few people I just couldn't get myself to walk up to a group and interact so went back to my room and cried. So when I say I understand, I really do, hun. I used to have the best social-face when my kids were small and it was necessary, but after it being put in the box for so long I can really tell the difference. It's good in a way I think - I'm being more me but at the same time, in a place like GRL you need that social snap. I'm going next year - though funds may be tight because there may be a separation then divorce in my future - hoping to go as an author this time with swag and everything. Feel free to glomp onto me - I did meet a few people that would gladly let you in their group of characters, too, anytime.
Happy thoughts.
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Thanks so much both of you. Sorry that you are looking at a separation or divorce k:( still sometimes I know that is for the best. I hope whatever the case it makes you happier.
ReplyDeleteI was a reader at the retreat. Hubby helped me stay up during it so lucky me no crying in my room. I don't know if he'll go this time but I still plan on going and may take you up on the glomping;)