So much going on lately. I went to GayRomLit. I had fun. I was a little disappointed with myself. I'm just not social. I told myself I would try and for me I did but I admit I didn't do as well as I hoped. I just can't socialize. Maybe it was the big family and not having to before or maybe it's just me. I was able to met and see many I knew from on line which was fun. I was surprised how many knew me. I'm just me.
Since I've got back it's been up and down. I did so well with my back while gone then got home and it's bothering me again. I am trying to figure out what I did different so it feels better again. I went to the dentist, yeah, that sooooo sucked:( I've had some time where I felt better than I have in years. Today I heard about a suicide of one of the members of one of my Goodreads groups. I hadn't talked to him much but was so impressed with him when I had and had read many of his posts. So sad. Tonight some are discussing weather he even exists:( Does it matter so much to some that he may not have? Really there are so many stories just like this, so many die because of depression or other reasons. If one can't believe he did exist then think of ones that do! I am saddened and mad about it all. I'm sure there could be those that say I don't exist. Why because something I post sounds off to them? Not that I'm really mad at the poster just mad about people seeming to want to believe the worse about everything. Yup, up and down, up and down. Guess that is life right?
So next year GRLit in New Mexico. I am working hard to convince hubby to agree to me going;)
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