Today isn't going well. It's not easy when I live as I do to fight the depression that I have. I keep thinking I should get a hobby and get out more. The problem is I'm not good at social situations.
I just can't figure out how to interact. It's been this way all my life. I've had people tell me because I'm shy I probably come off cold. I really don't think that is it because even when I do try to talk to people I'm still not really included. As soon as someone can they run from me. I've heard I'm overreacting but I never do get invited back or over like others. I gave up trying. Now I'm worse than before and of course everyone says it's my fault for not trying. Yup, it's a pity party today. So I'm going to lighten the mood a little.
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